~Fry-day~ :p

hari ni macam2 jadi kat ak..pagi td ade presentation sharefarm..ok la..takde ape..kat fb,ak tulis status,' I feel awesome'..then ak pk balik..awesome ke walaupun ak mmg siap 5 assignment dalam satu hari je tapi ak rase ak leh wat lebih baik dr tu..ermm..sem ni ak byk main..byk buang masa..byk leka dgn keje yg ntah pape..ermm..its the time to wake up,abie..wake up sblm terlambat..lepas presentation,ak siap kan rumus yg nak kena antar dkt DRMBJ,da siap..then balik bilik..ak tdo..kunun nak bangun kul 3 tapi bgun kul 4.15..nape tdo tu nikmat sgt ek?maybe ak tak cukup tdo..huhuhu..but tdo yg selama2nya tu mmg menakutkan..ak harap ak pnjng umo coz nak balas suma jasa mama n ayah..ermm..ptg lepas siap kan report plant pathology and tissue culture,ak g kelas..dlm kelas main2 lagi,satu hape pon ak tak pahan DRMBJ ckp ape..mmg kena extra hardworking la time study week..then ade meeting MAHA, ak da la mmg taknak terlibat,pastu plak tak pepasal kena jadi ajk pengakutan..boring la..reason terpilih jadi ajk sbb ak ni duk kl..apakah??huhuhu..tapi takpe..da dapat,ak kena wat betol2 tanggungjwab ak..then,balik je bilik,ak teringat yg ade budak sekolah dtg wat program kat ums n tdo kat bilik ak..3 org ok??3 org!sempit!da la bilik ni memalam je bocor atap..hurmm..asli jati ckp atap yg prob bukan tangki..hello???ak bukan la bengap sgt smpai tak tau bezakan tangki n atap bocor..skng ni kul 2pgi je bocor, tak ujan tak ribut kat luar,mcm mane plak atap yg bocor..then ak g bukak paip air,lame sket da slow la air yg menitik dlm bilik..ntahla weh..korang ni< khas utk asli jati, malas nk layan kitorng ke atau nk makan gaji buta ke,lantak korang la..ak just harap korang sedar yg mmg keje korang ni tlg student yg bermasalah dgn bilik asrama dorang..kalo tak sedar,ak xtau la kn?huhuhu..balik bilik,makan roti canai..ak buzz DIA...DIA tak respon..ak bukak fb la nk tgk ijau ke putih,ijau!ermmm..dia taknak chat ngn ak lagi ke?ermm..tetibe ak rase malu..nape ak bersungguh2 nak kat die?ak tak jumpe lagi sbbnye..yg ak tau,ak nak die!hurmm..ape la sebenarnye yg ak nak dr die ak tak tau..tapi ak nak die!ermm..maybe da smpai mase ak perlu berhenti..tapi hati ak ckp jgn..jgn berhenti lagi..benci bile hati ak taknak ikut kepala ak n taknk dgr ape minda ak ckp..ikut rasional,ak mmg kena berhenti tapi tak dpat!kenapa la?ermm..M.A.A.Z!!nape awk wat sy camni?sy tersengih2 teringatkan awk..padahal sy tau awk takde perasaan pon..ermm..kenapa?

~My 4th day in this week~

Today I suppose to have morning class but then, I had this one dream n it was weird dream..In my dream, I woke up late at 4pm in the noon..mestila terkejut beruk,bangun dlm keadaan yg tersangat la terkejut..tgk jam,alamak!da kul 8..huhuhu..takde la g kelas nye..kebetulan dpt msg dr member, siti wardah zaidun ni..die pon bgun lmbat..siap tanye lagi kat me,should she be going to class?huhuhu..wat a quest!but then,I told her that I was in the same cond with her..huhuhu..then, smbung tdo la...pe lg.

semalam,b4 I passed out into the world of dreams, teringat balik pasal miracle that happened to me on 26th..huhuhu...i wish i could have my 'birthday present' all the time,make him mine..if u ask me,why i chose him..trust me,i dont have answer for that...It just, he's the one that can make my heart beat fast like I was sentenced to death and make me smile whenever i thought of him..it just weird..he's no one but the one that can make me in that situation..ermm..i love him!eventhough,it just love at one sided..i didnt loose hope till now..i pray everyday that if he's the one for me,just make him mine..n if he's not, Allah, pls let me forget him n stop making my heart beat fast when i saw or thought abt him.. :)

p/s : i wish i had a great day today! less than 3! :p

~Today is my Waste-day~

arini tak wat pape..I know that I have a lots of assignments,yet now,I'm lying on Fatin's bed doing nothing,writing on blog..what the hell!huhuhu..I just feel like doing nothing today..but i guess i'll be doing something after this as i was so excited rite now coz im going to have a hectic day tomorrow n friday..

dear wonderful-weekend-to-be,

i am looking forward for u..and trust me,i cant wait!huhuhu..its been a long times since i became a student and being a student is a..a.. dunno wat to say..coz i know,when im older, these times will be the most remembered and missed times..

hungry rite now!seriously i am..huhuhu..

rite now, im missing my mom n dad..my sisters..i love u guys..hehehe...mmmuaaaahhh..pray for me..

p/s : less than 3!! hehehe.. 

~~~My Best-day~~~

Yesterday, 26th october 2010, I had a miracle.. I never believe in one before..but yesterday, I met into one and trust me, the feeling is so great.. I kept on saying, Thank You, ALLAH.. I've watched so many dramas and movies, all with nice endings or at least miracles happened and said to myself, really sweet if miracles really exist..coz I know, it doesnt exist..miracles does not exist, back then..but now, I found it! It was amazing,as if u could ride on the sky of love, singing together with snow white and the 7 dwarfs, be Cinderella urself.. Its hard to put those feelings in words..