Al-kisah tercekik!

ok!seperti title yg disebut,maka sahla yg 

AKU TERCEKIK!

hurmmm..maybe its sounds funny,but it does not!coz this alien thing in my throat was there for like errr almost 24 hours now..magically,i can eat n drink mcm biasa but this fuc**** alien still there! dont tell me i dont try hard ok?i tried so damn hard..

here are the list of what im doing to get rid this alien :

besar ni ok!dua botol!dua!

1. first skali, minum air 2 botol besar..huh!besar ok?yg 1500ml..but still there..  
2. then, started to chew a few slice of bread..still!not working..
3. pastu, aku g dapur amik nasi,kepal2 kn die,then telan dgn susah payah coz yela,still sakit operation tonsil tu..but,u know wat,STILL!!
4. ok,kali ni ak mmg kena kasar sket,so wat did i do??i try to muntah kan..i did vomit but still ade..aishh..sia2 je..
5. after 3 hours struggling to get this alien out,ak da give up..ak tdo je la..tpi b4 tu kena selawat n mengucap byk2,takut ter-mati dlm tdo akibat tercekik.. ( good things to do every nite b4 go to bed,ye peeps)
6. hello morning!bgun tdo,still ade lg..rs tercekik tu..ak pon ape lg..try,keep trying..telan air gelen2..mkn minum cam biasa..still!!still!!still!!
7. petang pon dtg,dlm kul 5 ak da tak tahan sgt,ak ajak naja g jumpa doctor..but b4 that,jalan2 dulu kat spectrum mall,ok,makan tomyam..mmg saddaaaappp!but still,tak ilang lgi..
8. then,g klinik idzham,punye semangat akan la berjaya ilangkan,but tetibe nurse ckp,-dik,sorry la..doctor tak berani buat sbb baru lepas operation..kena pergi hospital- n i was like,doctor,u didnt even see me yet..sighhh~~~
9. kitorg balik umah,ayah try new technique using spoon rubbed on my throat..it moved!but just moved to deeper side..but still i can feel something in my throat..
10. malam, da tak tahan sgt,try to muntah back..still tak ok..
11. grab mama's phone,called makngah munah ( sedara depan umah ), -makngah,nak pow pisang 1!-ok,dtg la umah- n i was like 'yeah'..then,bukan dpt pisang 1,skali ngn burger ayam 1..huhu..
12. at this very moment,im still having this alien in my throat..luckily,i still can breath..but i hate it!tears are rolling down..i hate it..why??

why i have to suffer more?i had pain for about more than a week now,due to the operation..nape?why?Allah,please..please help me..nape dugaan ni sgt berat?ermm..enough with the pain please..i want a happy life..please..its been a while now..please..please..

Meeting with dearest bestie!

~ Nur Madieha Yusoff~

Ahah!ni la die..nur madieha a.k.a madeh (which only me call her like dat)...hihi..madeh is one of my bestie yg msti kena jumpe time sem break..unfortunately,the meeting was extremely short which take only 2 hours coz i need to be at home early..huhu..rugi2..the best part,luckily,the important chapter in our life's story made it to be listen up by both of us..hehe..tu yg best..kan madeh?hihi..

venue : McD Petronas Ampang

time : sharp 3.00 pm (made it 4 mcvalue lunch! ^_^V )

dishes : 1. Bigmac set - mine

2. Spicy chic mcdeluxe - madeh

ok..the whole story today is about love,most of it..yela madeh's and my sister's..mine,takdeeee!hihihi..pastu pasal me with the tonsilities and the operation..pasal final year project..sket je la kot..pastu pasal kerja n madeh's resume on progress..pastu ..ermmmm..ape lg ek?hahaha...both were so excited in front of lappy even the mcd wifi was so damn slow,kan madeh?hehe.. suddenly, -1 message received- from naja,my sister tu la..sounds - oi,balik2..ade keje lagi nak wat - hahaha..tu la bunyiknye..my dad nak wat catering 1.1.11 ni..me,as the store manager need to handle the barang2 catering tu la..aisshhh..br nak lepak lame...so,terpaksa la balik awal.. :(

the last snap b4 out from mcd!

(^_*)

ok,pastu kitorang pon kuar la dr mcd..eh jap..g refill dulu..rugi tau!huhu..madeh said one of her friend simpan cup mcd tu n time break ms kerja,die bwk cup tu g mcd utk dpt air free..everyday!hahaha..smart kn?hihi..that friend tu la yg snap gmba ni(if im not mistaken)huhu..

pastu kan,pastu kan,kitorng kuar mcd..haha..then br perasan something,i was extremely terror at side parking (actually,the first) hihi..

tadaaaa~~

ni la hasilnye..hahaha..btw,b4 msuk mcd,ade kete neo n bmw kt depan n blakang,they were so close b4 i park the car..sadly,tak smpat nk amik gmba..hihi..btol ni! :p

then kitorng balik la,drop by jap umah madeh jumpe with her mom n beautiful little niece,Mia..petah sgt mulut die bckp..so cuteee!

last snap of the day,err maybe for this sem n year too..huhu..

caption : miss n love u madeh!hihi.. <3 <3 <3

Again!!

bla..bla..bla..

ermmm..im so miss the time being in a relationship..the feeling of being so important on his life..that feeling is awesome!!

but

im scared..really..i have someone that i really like..but he dont like me..its hurt,ok..but ermmm..never mind him..

the problem is i wanna get out from this fuckin* shi* loneliness..i dun wanna be sad seeing my sister laughing with her bf coz I DONT HAVE ONE TO DO THE SAME!!!hate that fact!

Jealousy is killing me..

ok..skang ni ak tgh dilanda satu penyakit (not the tonsilities,anymore), CEMBURU!!

thats the name of the disease i have rite now..huhu..its capable of killing!very dangerous..i hate it actually but it somehow a disease without cure in me..sigh~

when people around me started to pay attention on other things or worst,other PEOPLE, its like the pain u have when there are thousand,or maybe zillions of small needles being stabbed all over ur body!(amik darah pon tak sakit cmni)

its all started when my beloved sister,truly beloved even we fight a lot has a new boyfriend..ok,i admit..he's a nice catch even without the good looks..fine!im just got really damn jealous when she's started to talk 24/7 about this little creature!it suppose to be our time when sem break!hurmm..

on her birthday,she got a big teddy which i never get until now..(thats not the point,still),i just feel abandoned..thats all..i dont have anyone but i dont mean that she should be alone too..its just,her new bf started to take my thrown of priority in my sister's life,thats wat really matter to me!

i wanna have someone too..but im afraid..the one i like and dreamed for aaa like everyday doesnt like me..its fine now,i can get over him slowly..im scared of getting hurt AGAIN and AGAIN..the pain cant be tolerated by me..seriously..

i want my sister back..i want me to be the first list of her priority...

is this going to be a fairytale dream or reality dream?

After a while...

haii peeps!

haha..after a while,as said in the title,its been a while I've been writing in the blog..I've been sick and thats the reason not writing in the blog even I keep updating my facebook..huhu..

unfortunately,today is the result day..n mine was drop a lot!huhu..If I were to put blames on,I rather put on the health of mine..huhu..All because the health status was extremely bad..

Being hospitalized 2 times in 2 months and everyday needs taking pills like eating rice is enough to prove why my result drops...

BUT

Im extraordinarily fine..Not that I dont have feeling or wat-so-ever,its just I know its my mistakes this time..its mistake-ssss..huhu..so,cant wait to start over again..n I damn promise i'll make it this time..

anyway,I love my blog!hehe..this will be my online journal..will be keep updating soon..

less than 3! :p