After a while...

haii peeps!

haha..after a while,as said in the title,its been a while I've been writing in the blog..I've been sick and thats the reason not writing in the blog even I keep updating my facebook..huhu..

unfortunately,today is the result day..n mine was drop a lot!huhu..If I were to put blames on,I rather put on the health of mine..huhu..All because the health status was extremely bad..

Being hospitalized 2 times in 2 months and everyday needs taking pills like eating rice is enough to prove why my result drops...

BUT

Im extraordinarily fine..Not that I dont have feeling or wat-so-ever,its just I know its my mistakes this time..its mistake-ssss..huhu..so,cant wait to start over again..n I damn promise i'll make it this time..

anyway,I love my blog!hehe..this will be my online journal..will be keep updating soon..

less than 3! :p

Hello Mournday!

ok..since Ive been sick and busy with exams in a row,I cant afford on writing in the blog..hehe..its just excuse..ok..

today,Ive got my answer..from the one I like..He said,we r friends..friends last longer..ok..I accept that..Im actually feel much better..no longer hopeless dream...no longer uncertain thoughts..no longer pain due not to be loved by him anymore..

heartbroken?hell yeah!

but

at least,Ive knew his answer towards my feeling..its hurt like a blade was rudely stick into my heart..

but im fine..i'll act like nothing happend..I will..

abie!be happy..u'll find someone.. 

less than 3.. <3

~My 4th day in this week~

Today I suppose to have morning class but then, I had this one dream n it was weird dream..In my dream, I woke up late at 4pm in the noon..mestila terkejut beruk,bangun dlm keadaan yg tersangat la terkejut..tgk jam,alamak!da kul 8..huhuhu..takde la g kelas nye..kebetulan dpt msg dr member, siti wardah zaidun ni..die pon bgun lmbat..siap tanye lagi kat me,should she be going to class?huhuhu..wat a quest!but then,I told her that I was in the same cond with her..huhuhu..then, smbung tdo la...pe lg.

semalam,b4 I passed out into the world of dreams, teringat balik pasal miracle that happened to me on 26th..huhuhu...i wish i could have my 'birthday present' all the time,make him mine..if u ask me,why i chose him..trust me,i dont have answer for that...It just, he's the one that can make my heart beat fast like I was sentenced to death and make me smile whenever i thought of him..it just weird..he's no one but the one that can make me in that situation..ermm..i love him!eventhough,it just love at one sided..i didnt loose hope till now..i pray everyday that if he's the one for me,just make him mine..n if he's not, Allah, pls let me forget him n stop making my heart beat fast when i saw or thought abt him.. :)

p/s : i wish i had a great day today! less than 3! :p

~Today is my Waste-day~

arini tak wat pape..I know that I have a lots of assignments,yet now,I'm lying on Fatin's bed doing nothing,writing on blog..what the hell!huhuhu..I just feel like doing nothing today..but i guess i'll be doing something after this as i was so excited rite now coz im going to have a hectic day tomorrow n friday..

dear wonderful-weekend-to-be,

i am looking forward for u..and trust me,i cant wait!huhuhu..its been a long times since i became a student and being a student is a..a.. dunno wat to say..coz i know,when im older, these times will be the most remembered and missed times..

hungry rite now!seriously i am..huhuhu..

rite now, im missing my mom n dad..my sisters..i love u guys..hehehe...mmmuaaaahhh..pray for me..

p/s : less than 3!! hehehe..