Again!!

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ermmm..im so miss the time being in a relationship..the feeling of being so important on his life..that feeling is awesome!!

but

im scared..really..i have someone that i really like..but he dont like me..its hurt,ok..but ermmm..never mind him..

the problem is i wanna get out from this fuckin* shi* loneliness..i dun wanna be sad seeing my sister laughing with her bf coz I DONT HAVE ONE TO DO THE SAME!!!hate that fact!