ok..skang ni ak tgh dilanda satu penyakit (not the tonsilities,anymore), CEMBURU!!
thats the name of the disease i have rite now..huhu..its capable of killing!very dangerous..i hate it actually but it somehow a disease without cure in me..sigh~
when people around me started to pay attention on other things or worst,other PEOPLE, its like the pain u have when there are thousand,or maybe zillions of small needles being stabbed all over ur body!(amik darah pon tak sakit cmni)
its all started when my beloved sister,truly beloved even we fight a lot has a new boyfriend..ok,i admit..he's a nice catch even without the good looks..fine!im just got really damn jealous when she's started to talk 24/7 about this little creature!it suppose to be our time when sem break!hurmm..
on her birthday,she got a big teddy which i never get until now..(thats not the point,still),i just feel abandoned..thats all..i dont have anyone but i dont mean that she should be alone too..its just,her new bf started to take my thrown of priority in my sister's life,thats wat really matter to me!
i wanna have someone too..but im afraid..the one i like and dreamed for aaa like everyday doesnt like me..its fine now,i can get over him slowly..im scared of getting hurt AGAIN and AGAIN..the pain cant be tolerated by me..seriously..
i want my sister back..i want me to be the first list of her priority...
is this going to be a fairytale dream or reality dream?
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