Al-kisah tercekik!

ok!seperti title yg disebut,maka sahla yg 

AKU TERCEKIK!

hurmmm..maybe its sounds funny,but it does not!coz this alien thing in my throat was there for like errr almost 24 hours now..magically,i can eat n drink mcm biasa but this fuc**** alien still there! dont tell me i dont try hard ok?i tried so damn hard..

here are the list of what im doing to get rid this alien :

besar ni ok!dua botol!dua!

1. first skali, minum air 2 botol besar..huh!besar ok?yg 1500ml..but still there..  
2. then, started to chew a few slice of bread..still!not working..
3. pastu, aku g dapur amik nasi,kepal2 kn die,then telan dgn susah payah coz yela,still sakit operation tonsil tu..but,u know wat,STILL!!
4. ok,kali ni ak mmg kena kasar sket,so wat did i do??i try to muntah kan..i did vomit but still ade..aishh..sia2 je..
5. after 3 hours struggling to get this alien out,ak da give up..ak tdo je la..tpi b4 tu kena selawat n mengucap byk2,takut ter-mati dlm tdo akibat tercekik.. ( good things to do every nite b4 go to bed,ye peeps)
6. hello morning!bgun tdo,still ade lg..rs tercekik tu..ak pon ape lg..try,keep trying..telan air gelen2..mkn minum cam biasa..still!!still!!still!!
7. petang pon dtg,dlm kul 5 ak da tak tahan sgt,ak ajak naja g jumpa doctor..but b4 that,jalan2 dulu kat spectrum mall,ok,makan tomyam..mmg saddaaaappp!but still,tak ilang lgi..
8. then,g klinik idzham,punye semangat akan la berjaya ilangkan,but tetibe nurse ckp,-dik,sorry la..doctor tak berani buat sbb baru lepas operation..kena pergi hospital- n i was like,doctor,u didnt even see me yet..sighhh~~~
9. kitorg balik umah,ayah try new technique using spoon rubbed on my throat..it moved!but just moved to deeper side..but still i can feel something in my throat..
10. malam, da tak tahan sgt,try to muntah back..still tak ok..
11. grab mama's phone,called makngah munah ( sedara depan umah ), -makngah,nak pow pisang 1!-ok,dtg la umah- n i was like 'yeah'..then,bukan dpt pisang 1,skali ngn burger ayam 1..huhu..
12. at this very moment,im still having this alien in my throat..luckily,i still can breath..but i hate it!tears are rolling down..i hate it..why??

why i have to suffer more?i had pain for about more than a week now,due to the operation..nape?why?Allah,please..please help me..nape dugaan ni sgt berat?ermm..enough with the pain please..i want a happy life..please..its been a while now..please..please..

Meeting with dearest bestie!

~ Nur Madieha Yusoff~

Ahah!ni la die..nur madieha a.k.a madeh (which only me call her like dat)...hihi..madeh is one of my bestie yg msti kena jumpe time sem break..unfortunately,the meeting was extremely short which take only 2 hours coz i need to be at home early..huhu..rugi2..the best part,luckily,the important chapter in our life's story made it to be listen up by both of us..hehe..tu yg best..kan madeh?hihi..

venue : McD Petronas Ampang

time : sharp 3.00 pm (made it 4 mcvalue lunch! ^_^V )

dishes : 1. Bigmac set - mine

2. Spicy chic mcdeluxe - madeh

ok..the whole story today is about love,most of it..yela madeh's and my sister's..mine,takdeeee!hihihi..pastu pasal me with the tonsilities and the operation..pasal final year project..sket je la kot..pastu pasal kerja n madeh's resume on progress..pastu ..ermmmm..ape lg ek?hahaha...both were so excited in front of lappy even the mcd wifi was so damn slow,kan madeh?hehe.. suddenly, -1 message received- from naja,my sister tu la..sounds - oi,balik2..ade keje lagi nak wat - hahaha..tu la bunyiknye..my dad nak wat catering 1.1.11 ni..me,as the store manager need to handle the barang2 catering tu la..aisshhh..br nak lepak lame...so,terpaksa la balik awal.. :(

the last snap b4 out from mcd!

(^_*)

ok,pastu kitorang pon kuar la dr mcd..eh jap..g refill dulu..rugi tau!huhu..madeh said one of her friend simpan cup mcd tu n time break ms kerja,die bwk cup tu g mcd utk dpt air free..everyday!hahaha..smart kn?hihi..that friend tu la yg snap gmba ni(if im not mistaken)huhu..

pastu kan,pastu kan,kitorng kuar mcd..haha..then br perasan something,i was extremely terror at side parking (actually,the first) hihi..

tadaaaa~~

ni la hasilnye..hahaha..btw,b4 msuk mcd,ade kete neo n bmw kt depan n blakang,they were so close b4 i park the car..sadly,tak smpat nk amik gmba..hihi..btol ni! :p

then kitorng balik la,drop by jap umah madeh jumpe with her mom n beautiful little niece,Mia..petah sgt mulut die bckp..so cuteee!

last snap of the day,err maybe for this sem n year too..huhu..

caption : miss n love u madeh!hihi.. <3 <3 <3

Again!!

bla..bla..bla..

ermmm..im so miss the time being in a relationship..the feeling of being so important on his life..that feeling is awesome!!

but

im scared..really..i have someone that i really like..but he dont like me..its hurt,ok..but ermmm..never mind him..

the problem is i wanna get out from this fuckin* shi* loneliness..i dun wanna be sad seeing my sister laughing with her bf coz I DONT HAVE ONE TO DO THE SAME!!!hate that fact!

Jealousy is killing me..

ok..skang ni ak tgh dilanda satu penyakit (not the tonsilities,anymore), CEMBURU!!

thats the name of the disease i have rite now..huhu..its capable of killing!very dangerous..i hate it actually but it somehow a disease without cure in me..sigh~

when people around me started to pay attention on other things or worst,other PEOPLE, its like the pain u have when there are thousand,or maybe zillions of small needles being stabbed all over ur body!(amik darah pon tak sakit cmni)

its all started when my beloved sister,truly beloved even we fight a lot has a new boyfriend..ok,i admit..he's a nice catch even without the good looks..fine!im just got really damn jealous when she's started to talk 24/7 about this little creature!it suppose to be our time when sem break!hurmm..

on her birthday,she got a big teddy which i never get until now..(thats not the point,still),i just feel abandoned..thats all..i dont have anyone but i dont mean that she should be alone too..its just,her new bf started to take my thrown of priority in my sister's life,thats wat really matter to me!

i wanna have someone too..but im afraid..the one i like and dreamed for aaa like everyday doesnt like me..its fine now,i can get over him slowly..im scared of getting hurt AGAIN and AGAIN..the pain cant be tolerated by me..seriously..

i want my sister back..i want me to be the first list of her priority...

is this going to be a fairytale dream or reality dream?

After a while...

haii peeps!

haha..after a while,as said in the title,its been a while I've been writing in the blog..I've been sick and thats the reason not writing in the blog even I keep updating my facebook..huhu..

unfortunately,today is the result day..n mine was drop a lot!huhu..If I were to put blames on,I rather put on the health of mine..huhu..All because the health status was extremely bad..

Being hospitalized 2 times in 2 months and everyday needs taking pills like eating rice is enough to prove why my result drops...

BUT

Im extraordinarily fine..Not that I dont have feeling or wat-so-ever,its just I know its my mistakes this time..its mistake-ssss..huhu..so,cant wait to start over again..n I damn promise i'll make it this time..

anyway,I love my blog!hehe..this will be my online journal..will be keep updating soon..

less than 3! :p

Hello Mournday!

ok..since Ive been sick and busy with exams in a row,I cant afford on writing in the blog..hehe..its just excuse..ok..

today,Ive got my answer..from the one I like..He said,we r friends..friends last longer..ok..I accept that..Im actually feel much better..no longer hopeless dream...no longer uncertain thoughts..no longer pain due not to be loved by him anymore..

heartbroken?hell yeah!

but

at least,Ive knew his answer towards my feeling..its hurt like a blade was rudely stick into my heart..

but im fine..i'll act like nothing happend..I will..

abie!be happy..u'll find someone.. 

less than 3.. <3

~Fry-day~ :p

hari ni macam2 jadi kat ak..pagi td ade presentation sharefarm..ok la..takde ape..kat fb,ak tulis status,' I feel awesome'..then ak pk balik..awesome ke walaupun ak mmg siap 5 assignment dalam satu hari je tapi ak rase ak leh wat lebih baik dr tu..ermm..sem ni ak byk main..byk buang masa..byk leka dgn keje yg ntah pape..ermm..its the time to wake up,abie..wake up sblm terlambat..lepas presentation,ak siap kan rumus yg nak kena antar dkt DRMBJ,da siap..then balik bilik..ak tdo..kunun nak bangun kul 3 tapi bgun kul 4.15..nape tdo tu nikmat sgt ek?maybe ak tak cukup tdo..huhuhu..but tdo yg selama2nya tu mmg menakutkan..ak harap ak pnjng umo coz nak balas suma jasa mama n ayah..ermm..ptg lepas siap kan report plant pathology and tissue culture,ak g kelas..dlm kelas main2 lagi,satu hape pon ak tak pahan DRMBJ ckp ape..mmg kena extra hardworking la time study week..then ade meeting MAHA, ak da la mmg taknak terlibat,pastu plak tak pepasal kena jadi ajk pengakutan..boring la..reason terpilih jadi ajk sbb ak ni duk kl..apakah??huhuhu..tapi takpe..da dapat,ak kena wat betol2 tanggungjwab ak..then,balik je bilik,ak teringat yg ade budak sekolah dtg wat program kat ums n tdo kat bilik ak..3 org ok??3 org!sempit!da la bilik ni memalam je bocor atap..hurmm..asli jati ckp atap yg prob bukan tangki..hello???ak bukan la bengap sgt smpai tak tau bezakan tangki n atap bocor..skng ni kul 2pgi je bocor, tak ujan tak ribut kat luar,mcm mane plak atap yg bocor..then ak g bukak paip air,lame sket da slow la air yg menitik dlm bilik..ntahla weh..korang ni< khas utk asli jati, malas nk layan kitorng ke atau nk makan gaji buta ke,lantak korang la..ak just harap korang sedar yg mmg keje korang ni tlg student yg bermasalah dgn bilik asrama dorang..kalo tak sedar,ak xtau la kn?huhuhu..balik bilik,makan roti canai..ak buzz DIA...DIA tak respon..ak bukak fb la nk tgk ijau ke putih,ijau!ermmm..dia taknak chat ngn ak lagi ke?ermm..tetibe ak rase malu..nape ak bersungguh2 nak kat die?ak tak jumpe lagi sbbnye..yg ak tau,ak nak die!hurmm..ape la sebenarnye yg ak nak dr die ak tak tau..tapi ak nak die!ermm..maybe da smpai mase ak perlu berhenti..tapi hati ak ckp jgn..jgn berhenti lagi..benci bile hati ak taknak ikut kepala ak n taknk dgr ape minda ak ckp..ikut rasional,ak mmg kena berhenti tapi tak dpat!kenapa la?ermm..M.A.A.Z!!nape awk wat sy camni?sy tersengih2 teringatkan awk..padahal sy tau awk takde perasaan pon..ermm..kenapa?

~My 4th day in this week~

Today I suppose to have morning class but then, I had this one dream n it was weird dream..In my dream, I woke up late at 4pm in the noon..mestila terkejut beruk,bangun dlm keadaan yg tersangat la terkejut..tgk jam,alamak!da kul 8..huhuhu..takde la g kelas nye..kebetulan dpt msg dr member, siti wardah zaidun ni..die pon bgun lmbat..siap tanye lagi kat me,should she be going to class?huhuhu..wat a quest!but then,I told her that I was in the same cond with her..huhuhu..then, smbung tdo la...pe lg.

semalam,b4 I passed out into the world of dreams, teringat balik pasal miracle that happened to me on 26th..huhuhu...i wish i could have my 'birthday present' all the time,make him mine..if u ask me,why i chose him..trust me,i dont have answer for that...It just, he's the one that can make my heart beat fast like I was sentenced to death and make me smile whenever i thought of him..it just weird..he's no one but the one that can make me in that situation..ermm..i love him!eventhough,it just love at one sided..i didnt loose hope till now..i pray everyday that if he's the one for me,just make him mine..n if he's not, Allah, pls let me forget him n stop making my heart beat fast when i saw or thought abt him.. :)

p/s : i wish i had a great day today! less than 3! :p

~Today is my Waste-day~

arini tak wat pape..I know that I have a lots of assignments,yet now,I'm lying on Fatin's bed doing nothing,writing on blog..what the hell!huhuhu..I just feel like doing nothing today..but i guess i'll be doing something after this as i was so excited rite now coz im going to have a hectic day tomorrow n friday..

dear wonderful-weekend-to-be,

i am looking forward for u..and trust me,i cant wait!huhuhu..its been a long times since i became a student and being a student is a..a.. dunno wat to say..coz i know,when im older, these times will be the most remembered and missed times..

hungry rite now!seriously i am..huhuhu..

rite now, im missing my mom n dad..my sisters..i love u guys..hehehe...mmmuaaaahhh..pray for me..

p/s : less than 3!! hehehe.. 

~~~My Best-day~~~

Yesterday, 26th october 2010, I had a miracle.. I never believe in one before..but yesterday, I met into one and trust me, the feeling is so great.. I kept on saying, Thank You, ALLAH.. I've watched so many dramas and movies, all with nice endings or at least miracles happened and said to myself, really sweet if miracles really exist..coz I know, it doesnt exist..miracles does not exist, back then..but now, I found it! It was amazing,as if u could ride on the sky of love, singing together with snow white and the 7 dwarfs, be Cinderella urself.. Its hard to put those feelings in words..